Have you ever...

Have you ever felt as if no one wants to talk to you? or be seen with you? Like your a walking disease and no one wants to get infected? Well today felt like that.... I wonder if a certain person holds the strings and tells everyone not to talk to you. I walked into school today and I felt as if half of my class don't like me. I
know you shouldn't try to impress anyone, but it would be nice to have ONE day without my insecurities of a loser get in the way of my happiness. Sometimes when I get in my car I imagine what if I was in a horrible car wreck and I loose all my memory. All the bad things gone, but now I think why should I punish myself?  Why should I make my life MORE of a living hell?

There is only one person I know that can hear my entire life story just by my tears and sorrow.... and his name is God (:

That's right my one true only friend...... is a ghost.